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Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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Sunday, November 8, 2009
Imy... Ily... Baobei... I miss u alot... U know?? But i dun dare to let u know wat i am thinking exactly... I am scared... I am scared that u may leave mi again, i dunwan that to happen... I am scared that the thing that happen on 30th Aug may happen again... We are quarreling rite? U feel that my frens are more important to u? And finally, u said that our thinking is different? And u said that maybe going seperate ways we will be more happy? Issit? i dun think so, the days without u is totalli unbearable, i wun ever wan that to happen again, but i think that day will arrive soon alr... Which is why i am scared, i didnt wan to tok to u alot now cos we are quarreling, and if we tok alot abt it, u may suddenli said that again, u know when u said that, i felt as if like thousands of dagger is stab into my heart? And on the next day, i rush down to see u, and i ask whether u wan to take back the thing u gave mi on our first month, when u finally said yes, i was totalli lost, didnt know wat to do at all? And till now, we have alr quarreled for so long, 2 weeks and 6 days, and we are still not ok... I reali dunnoe where did i went wrong? I did something wrong mah? I reali dunnoe where i did wrong u know? When u lie to mi, how sad do i feel? Did u think abt it? If our character switched, then i think u will be able to feel how i feel on that time... And u keep on argue, said alot of other things, say that u lie is got reason... And u even said that i mention that i wun be angry if u tell mi the truth straight away is jus saying for fun, as i said that onli aft the thing happen, if u tell mi straight, it will be different... U know how ache my heart is? I tried veri veri hard to change myself, change myself not to be angry if u wan to go out with ur frens sometimes as u also need to hv ur own freedom, and doesnt mean that if we meet have to be with my frens, sometimes can be with ur frens, then u dun even know i have change for u, and said that i onli say that aft things hv happen.. i tried to change for u yet u said that to hurt mi, i know i have hurt u also, but compared to my pain, who is more hurt?? I wish u will forever nv read this post... As things will turn bad again if u read this... |
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